The Reality of Lucid Dreaming by xxLythexx, literature
Literature
The Reality of Lucid Dreaming
Toni closed her eyes and prayed to the forces of the universe that she would dream once again, of the world she liked to call Lemipria (leh-MIP-ree-uh).
Unlike Toni, Mark had the ability to choose where he jumped to in his times of slumber, and he quite liked the calm, trivial experiences that composed Toni’s life. He would often find himself dreaming of things such as driving the car to work, or taking out the garbage, or sometimes, when he was in a rather mischevious mood, he would place Toni’s personal items such as her keys in odd or hard-to-reach spots. Toni of course, had no recollection of these moments and would find hers
On a hill in a meadow surrounded by lush forest stood a young man named Tim. Tim was rather extraordinary in that he was more ordinary than anyone could be. He had two eyes and 10 toes and everything in between was simply put, mundane.
But Tim didn't feel normal. Deep down, he wished he was something special. Someone fantastic. Maybe a movie star, or a doctor. Tim had big dreams but he didn't have the confidence to fulfill those dreams because they were extraordinary and Tim was... well Tim.
One day on his way to the grocery store- notice that I didn't bother to describe in detail how Tim left the hill or how long after being on the hill he
"The girls are going to Sam's Veggie Diner while the boys hit the bar. Uh, which group do you want to go with Adrienne?" Julia asked.
She was the kindest one in the group. She always tried to make sure Adrienne felt comfortable. Sometimes she seemed more like a mother than a friend and it was easy to forget that she was 3 years younger than anyone else in the group.
Adrienne looked down. "Um, well I'm wearing girls clothing today, so I guess I'll go with the girls."
They wanted to go with the boys but they'd feel awkward looking like the only girl in a sea of men. And it would be even more awkward if Adrienne started acting masculine with
I used to go the top of the Churchill Building to read. It had a spectacular view and the air always seemed fresher. At the end of my reading session I would go to the edge and look down at all the ant-sized passerby. I'd sit there, legs dangling, knowing that with one strong breeze my life would sputter out like a small flame at the wick's tip of a candle. I'd thought about jumping off and how exhilarating that would feel. But I never did it. Until today.
Something's at my door
I can hear it clawing its way in
But I'm too afraid of it's low groan
so I put earplugs in
Something's crawling towards me
I can see it in the corner of my eye
But I'm to scared to see what it is
so I stare straight ahead
Something's creeping up behind me
It's musk catches in my nose
But I'm too afraid to inhale its scent
so I slow my lungs
It's standing right behind me now,
I can feel its hot breath against my neck
I have no choice but to face it now
So I turn my head
There's nothing there I'm confused
I turn back to face the screen
It stares straight into my eyes and smiles
It's too late to flee.
She cried and cried and cried, laying in the corner of her friend's room. She didn't know what to do. Everything was horrible. They were messing with her head. She just didn't want to live anymore. She just wanted the pain to end. Why? Why were they torturing her? Why couldn't they just let her be happy. She hated the meds. They weren't working. They weren't working. Why? Why was she in so much pain? She wanted it to all go away. Just leave her alone. She just wanted to be alone. She wanted it to stop. The pain. She couldn't it take it anymore. Her eyes were overfilled pools, water gushing down her face and wetting her blue shirt. Her hands w
Trembling, Trembling,
takes over me,
Echoes, Echoes,
of what used to be
Ghosts, Ghosts,
of the past
Take, Take,
my breath fast
I'm sick of this pain
and I'm sick of these lies
I do love the rain
but let us all die
Appear, Appear,
to be kind and couth,
Whispering, Whispering,
Tell me the truth
Something, Something
Is passing me by
Honesty, Honesty,
Help me stay high
I'm sick of this pain
and I'm sick of these lies
I do love the rain
but let us all die
People, People
Please make up your minds,
Decisions, Decisions,
Keep up with the times
Sanity, Sanity,
There is a clear cleft
Inside, Inside,
there is nothing le
A peculiar fad I have heard
of fellows whose lives are boring
Washing away their fatal pain
A sad but frequent story
No one knows quite how it works
Faced towards the sky
Dependant, it cannot survive
Without this lullaby
Something stewing inside this head
Of one thing we are sure
Nothing except sorrow's brought
From this deceiving lure
Sickly decomposing
As if life is all that's left
And when the soft bird sings
It's last song welcomes death
What exactly is this thing
Of which we should fear?
Look into your heart and tell me
What you find my dear
The Reality of Lucid Dreaming by xxLythexx, literature
Literature
The Reality of Lucid Dreaming
Toni closed her eyes and prayed to the forces of the universe that she would dream once again, of the world she liked to call Lemipria (leh-MIP-ree-uh).
Unlike Toni, Mark had the ability to choose where he jumped to in his times of slumber, and he quite liked the calm, trivial experiences that composed Toni’s life. He would often find himself dreaming of things such as driving the car to work, or taking out the garbage, or sometimes, when he was in a rather mischevious mood, he would place Toni’s personal items such as her keys in odd or hard-to-reach spots. Toni of course, had no recollection of these moments and would find hers
On a hill in a meadow surrounded by lush forest stood a young man named Tim. Tim was rather extraordinary in that he was more ordinary than anyone could be. He had two eyes and 10 toes and everything in between was simply put, mundane.
But Tim didn't feel normal. Deep down, he wished he was something special. Someone fantastic. Maybe a movie star, or a doctor. Tim had big dreams but he didn't have the confidence to fulfill those dreams because they were extraordinary and Tim was... well Tim.
One day on his way to the grocery store- notice that I didn't bother to describe in detail how Tim left the hill or how long after being on the hill he
"The girls are going to Sam's Veggie Diner while the boys hit the bar. Uh, which group do you want to go with Adrienne?" Julia asked.
She was the kindest one in the group. She always tried to make sure Adrienne felt comfortable. Sometimes she seemed more like a mother than a friend and it was easy to forget that she was 3 years younger than anyone else in the group.
Adrienne looked down. "Um, well I'm wearing girls clothing today, so I guess I'll go with the girls."
They wanted to go with the boys but they'd feel awkward looking like the only girl in a sea of men. And it would be even more awkward if Adrienne started acting masculine with
I used to go the top of the Churchill Building to read. It had a spectacular view and the air always seemed fresher. At the end of my reading session I would go to the edge and look down at all the ant-sized passerby. I'd sit there, legs dangling, knowing that with one strong breeze my life would sputter out like a small flame at the wick's tip of a candle. I'd thought about jumping off and how exhilarating that would feel. But I never did it. Until today.
Something's at my door
I can hear it clawing its way in
But I'm too afraid of it's low groan
so I put earplugs in
Something's crawling towards me
I can see it in the corner of my eye
But I'm to scared to see what it is
so I stare straight ahead
Something's creeping up behind me
It's musk catches in my nose
But I'm too afraid to inhale its scent
so I slow my lungs
It's standing right behind me now,
I can feel its hot breath against my neck
I have no choice but to face it now
So I turn my head
There's nothing there I'm confused
I turn back to face the screen
It stares straight into my eyes and smiles
It's too late to flee.
She cried and cried and cried, laying in the corner of her friend's room. She didn't know what to do. Everything was horrible. They were messing with her head. She just didn't want to live anymore. She just wanted the pain to end. Why? Why were they torturing her? Why couldn't they just let her be happy. She hated the meds. They weren't working. They weren't working. Why? Why was she in so much pain? She wanted it to all go away. Just leave her alone. She just wanted to be alone. She wanted it to stop. The pain. She couldn't it take it anymore. Her eyes were overfilled pools, water gushing down her face and wetting her blue shirt. Her hands w
Trembling, Trembling,
takes over me,
Echoes, Echoes,
of what used to be
Ghosts, Ghosts,
of the past
Take, Take,
my breath fast
I'm sick of this pain
and I'm sick of these lies
I do love the rain
but let us all die
Appear, Appear,
to be kind and couth,
Whispering, Whispering,
Tell me the truth
Something, Something
Is passing me by
Honesty, Honesty,
Help me stay high
I'm sick of this pain
and I'm sick of these lies
I do love the rain
but let us all die
People, People
Please make up your minds,
Decisions, Decisions,
Keep up with the times
Sanity, Sanity,
There is a clear cleft
Inside, Inside,
there is nothing le
A peculiar fad I have heard
of fellows whose lives are boring
Washing away their fatal pain
A sad but frequent story
No one knows quite how it works
Faced towards the sky
Dependant, it cannot survive
Without this lullaby
Something stewing inside this head
Of one thing we are sure
Nothing except sorrow's brought
From this deceiving lure
Sickly decomposing
As if life is all that's left
And when the soft bird sings
It's last song welcomes death
What exactly is this thing
Of which we should fear?
Look into your heart and tell me
What you find my dear
There are busy people on a busy bus
on their way to a place
it doesn't matter what they do
They will not reach their destination
A little girl is on the bus
asking her mother
"Will grandma mind?"
Her mother answers her
it doesn't matter
She won't mind
A girl and a boy are talking on the bus
He says "Can I have your number?"
She answers yes or no
It doesn't matter
He won't call
A woman is frantic on the phone
Into her phone, she screams
"Can I pay it on Monday?"
It doesn't matter
She won't pay
She won't mind
He won't call
She won't pay
They will not reach their destination
And as the train comes, the screams unite
The
Current Residence: Canada Favourite genre of music: I love them all Favourite photographer: My best friend pixgirl359 Favourite style of art: I love them ALL Operating System: computer MP3 player of choice: The ones that are unbreakable and have a tracking device Shell of choice: uh... aren't those for like... turtles? Wallpaper of choice: Morbid/ Elegant Skin of choice: my own ;) Favourite cartoon character: The Queen of England Personal Quote: "I have the memory of a goldfish"
Favourite Movies
Tristan and Isolde, Star Wars, Finding Nemo, World War Z, Lars and the Real Girl, All the X-men movies
Favourite TV Shows
Doctor Who, Breaking Bad, Lost, Criminal Minds, The Last Airbender, High School of the Dead
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The Killers, Metric, System of a Down, Green Day, ICP, Die Antwoord, Haggard, Therion, Eisenfunk, Katy Perry, Taylor Swift, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Favourite Books
The Fault in Our Stars, Mortal Instruments series, Maximum Ride, Percy Jackson
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allan Poe and Anton Frost
Favourite Games
Multiplayer
Tools of the Trade
Whatever I can get my hands on- Multimedia art FTW
Other Interests
I am interested in EVERYTHING. My friend was telling me about her bunion the other day...
Stole this from Dangsoo. Thank you Dangsoo <3
Check all you're afraid of:
[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 2
[ ] being touched
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 4
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] c
Eating: Toast and tea
Listening to: Wake Me Up by Avicii
Mood: Tired. It's still morning .-.
Hey guys. So tired. Ugh. Anyways, I hope you're all doing alright! Last time I wrote that I was looking into online courses and trying to find a job. Well, I found a job! Yaaaay. Now I just have to organize myself and start some courses. I'm gonna start with a medical terminology course to help me with medical transcription and to see if I can actually finish an online course. I'm still looking for a long term job that I enjoy though. Maybe I'll learn ASL and become a free-lance interpreter. That way I can have a stable job- medical transcription-
Eating: Trail mix- peanuts, raisins, and smarties ^U^
Listening to: Lost in Paradise by Evanescence
Mood: Deep Serenity
I don't know if anyone even reads these lol but if they do I might as well make something to read. Life is pretty stable- as it has been for about a year now. It's nice to be able to have sleep overs and hang out with people and not be afraid all the time. Almost completely off my meds. My doctor is going to be away so I'm staying on the lowest dosage for two months then going completely off as soon as she returns. Can't wait. I'm really excited and nervous. I'm finally going to see how much of my behavior is me and how
OMG THIS IS AMAZING! You are literally the only person who gave me a present this year. Thank you so much. I can't tell you how much this means to me. <3
It's alright. I have been really busy with school and stuff plus I'm pretty tight on money so I didn't really get anyone anything. I would've liked to give you a present but you said you don' t like gifts right?